Saturday, July 30, 2011

What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?

my baby doll and my ted bear

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When was the last time you received flowers?

thats to long to even remember

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Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

I like both it would depend on my mood on which one that I would do

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Why can't you spell?

I am never been that good a spelling

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If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?

that I am not to sure since there are few things that i have thouht about getting. but then again I am not good with pain either

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Wednesday, July 27, 2011

2 Face People

Well I been thinking about this one since yesterday. It had to do with this one guy that I was talking to yesterday. It seemed like that it was going just fine but he just left with out saying a word the first time. But when he finle come back he just said that he had to go. Thast night right just leave with out saying a word. But the talking was going just fine till he asked me if I wanted to talk about sex. Thats where he turned into a 2 face person. Since I said not really he just delete me off his facebook page with out saying a word. At first it seemed like that he was alright with it that I didn't want to talk about it. But I was wrong again.

But the thing of it is I don't get it why guys have to get all mad when they don't get what they want out of this world. Not all girls want to talk about sex and they should be happy to talk to a nice person. But they just can't be happy with just that. It just seem like they want more and it there way or nothing at all. I am not going to give into what guys want. I have been hurt by to many guys in the past and I am not going to let other one do it to me again if I can help it. I think it's best to let other know what this guy is really like so that they don't get messed up with him. Thats what I did on facebook group thing that I am in yesterday.

I really just don't get guys any more I am just have to let that one go for now. For how long that something I am not to sure right now. But we just have to wait and see where things take me from here. I am so tired of guys just asking me for one thing and when they just don't get it and they just get mad or just start calling me names. So in some ways this go with mean people too if you really think about it. But it just how I have been feeling and thing since yesterday. WHY ME what did I do to get people like this in my life.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

just other thought.

At first I wasn't going to do other one for a little while since I wasn't to sure on what to write again. But I thought I kind of do want to do other just have to come up with something. So I thought of something that a friend on my facebook put on what her mind. She ask people do they read. And other one was do you get hardback books or paperback onces too. So that got me thinking what kind of books does everyone read. But do we have books that we try to read onces every year. Sometime I would like to do that. But the think of it is I am not to sure on what book it would be since I have some good onces that I keep. Then again I do have a lot of books to read so I don't have the time to re-read any books. It just a thought about doing. It seem like I am really getting into my blogs a lot more and I just might have a new blog up everyday if there is something that come to my mind. We just have to wait and see what going to happen for that day. I think it might be just a short one on somedays then other. But either way at lest I am trying to work on things. You never know who just might see what I say and want to pay me for my thoughts. I really wish that would happen. I have to get real there wont be anyone want to pay me for just blogging on here. It just a wish more then anything else. I am going to stop here.

Monday, July 18, 2011

just a weird feeling

I didn't think that I would have done other blog tonight. But I did for some reason I wanted to tell people what I felt about mean people and what happen to me. But the thing of it was I didn't want to post the link to my facebook page for my church family to see what happen. Since I didn't want it to mess up with my work. And that kind of scare me for some reason. And if I keep on writing other blog and it keep going down where it would be hearder for people to find that one at read it. But then again it does have a lot of meaning from it. So why do I have this weird feeling for. I shouldn't be having this for. I shouldn't let what people thing to change thing in my life. But then why am I doing this little of a blog. Then again I never do a little blogs any more it's a long one. Even if I am not trying to make it a long one but it just come out that way for a reason. I think God wants me to write all this if he didn't he wouldn't get me in the mood to do it. Doing 3 blog in 2 days thats a lot for me in one month. I know that some people think that I am good at this. Sometime I don't think I am that good but more I keep at it the better I will be. Oh well I think that I am going to stop so it will be a shorter then the other 2 that I have done.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

what on my mind

I haven't done one of this in a while. At first wasn't to sure on what to write. But I did have a friend to tell me just to type and see what come out. So I just thought that I would do that right now. But then again I do like to type just still not to sure on what else to write about. But I will keep on going and see what just might come out of this. It could come out very good. Lets just hope that it does just do that in the end of things. Right now I am back to where I started from not knowing what to write again. So I am just going to type what come to my mind and see what happen. But then again it just might be nothing that anyone want to read. I could be just saying the samething over again a little bit differently then I was before. Oh well if I am then so be it. Just the thing of it is not to sure on how many people that does read my blogs. I do know that there few since they have commented on here said something to me on my twitter name. But there is a lot more out there that I am not to sure of.

Just the unknowing that qhat get to me sometime. And the waiting for answer is something that I never been good at either. But I know that we all do wait for thing. I know that we have to do sometime in our life but why do we have to wait for thing is the key. But better come to these that do wait. How long do we have to wait on things.

I hate when you go some where and you try to get around the store and people just stand there. Even if they know that someone want around them they just don't want to move. They just want to make you go the long way and in the end you just forget what you was even going down that way for in the first places. I hate when that happens. Don't we all. But we have to put up with people like this in our life at some point. But it just seem like it everyday around here. But then again it could just be me that is thinking this. Oh well we just have to go on with our life. It's better then hen you try to make the right almote of change for someone and they don't bother to let you see if you have it. Before they take the money that you have up there and give you changes that you really didn't want in the first places. But they didn't bother to ask to make sure I didn't want 4 dollars back I wouldn't mind having the 5 dollar back but it seem like she din't want to mess with the way that I had planed. But the thing of it is nothing ever goes the way that we plan in life. But we do have to put our faith in one person and that person is God. I know that God is with us all the time. Some people just don't want to believe in God.

I am glad that I believe in God and that he give up his own son for our sin. And that I am saved. I know that there is a book out there but I just can't think of the name of the book. I can remember a little bit of it from our old youth leader said of it. It had people in from all ages that died for believeing in Jesus Chrit. And she said that there was a 4 year old that got killed for doing that. The thing of it is what would you do if someone with a gun and ask you if you believe in the Lord or God or Jesus Christ? I know what I would and what he hope that we all would do in the end. I would say yes I do believe in him. So if that mean that person kill me I know I went down for a good reason. I know that some people just don't want to hear about Jesus Christ and they don't think he is real or his father for that matter. But I just don't care. I will put things on my page here or myspace, facebook, twitter, or any site that I have and feel like telling the world about Jesus Christ. I love him just much as my family and friends. I know sometime we just don't get what we want from him right then and it make us feel like he not listening to us. But in the end he is listening to us and he will do what he can for us in his own time. He just don't want everything to come eassy for us. Even if we would like it to be done that way. I guess we have to want on the answer from him just like we do with everything else in our lives.

I do know that I have wrting a lot in this blog post that does really have a lot of meaning in somethings. But then again it could mean a lot to people I just wish that I knew if it did in the end. But if something I have said that does make anyone happy or help then out in the end thats make me a good person on the inside and outside too. I guess it would. I just have to do what is best for myself and not let anyone get me down either.

Friday, July 15, 2011

If you could go on a road trip with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?

I cant pick just one person dead or alive since there are so many good people that have passed on that mean a lot to me. and there are a lot of good people that are still in my life now and so many more that may still come into my life later on.

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Who was the best teacher you've ever had?

there are to many good teacher's that I have. so I can't just pick one that would be the best but one does stay out more as my K that would Mr. Moorman if thats how u spell it

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Have you broken any bones? If so, how?

nope

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What's your favorite sport?

baseball, basketball, football, nascar

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If you could ask a Formspring question to anyone in the world, who and what would you ask?

that would be a hard one since I am not to sure on what I would ask

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What is the first movie you remember seeing in the theater?

thats to long ago so I can't remember what it was or when

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Harry Potter opens today. If you were going to cast a magic spell, what spell would you cast?

I really wouldn't kno since I haven't watch all of Harry Potter movies

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Sunday, July 3, 2011

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If you could wake up as anyone tomorrow, who would it be?

I never thought about doing that and too I am not to sure I would want to do that either.

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What's your favorite movie quote?

I really don't have one

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What was the most interesting place you've traveled to?

I am not to sure it been a while since I did any traveling

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Where'd you find out about Formspring?

from a friend

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Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

if I can I would sleep in if other people in this house would let me

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Have you ever served in the military? (question in honor of Memorial Day)

no I haven't

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If you had to sing karaoke for your friends, what song would you pick?

I am not to sure on what song I would sing. there are way to many different songs to pick

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